"I am a princess, betrothed to a prince from another kingdom who had already exposed me to the world of sexual immoralities at age 10 whenever he comes visiting for weeks or months. After several abuse i grew up to be attracted to him but at age 18 when i was told of the betrothal it was too difficult to love him as a husband but for the good of the land i had to gradually develop the love for him; still daily sexual escapades takes place but this time it was not an abuse it was based on mutual agreement. After my second abortion which was not noticeable to our parents, he started acting very funny ( no calls, texts, pings, visits and so on). I began to wonder asking questions like "what's going on?", so i called his apartment to ask him. He pat my back and said " so sorry sweety just that this days I've been very busy but I'll make it up to you", as usual that ended with our sexual escapade there and then.
A week before my 23rd birthday i got the shock of my life while driving the road leading to the popular shopping mall, there beside a brand new BMW car is my 'Prince charming' Dave in close contact with another lady. It was so disgusting that they both were caressing in broad day light imagine 'A crown prince', still wondering in my car i called his line but he reluctantly refuse to pick the calls five times.When he eventually picked he told me to stop disturbing his executive meeting, this boost the already made annoyance so i stepped out of my car and behind him i stood demanding an explanation but what i got landed me in the hospital unconscious. It's a week now since i was admitted in the hospital unconscious according to the doctor, so when i asked who brought me there i was told a stranger by the name Steve. I was in the hospital for close to a month and Dave never thought it was right to visit me after all he did to me. When i was discharged i felt cheated though and wanted to let go but the fear of being tagged a loser by my conscience and the feeling of my people being enslaved forever made me feel i over reacted so i called him and settled with him.
So we got on again, and so it went on throughout the year that when he offends i beg for forgiveness in his place to him the offender. This was the last he did that i had to call it a day with him forever. It was the day before valentine's day he called and asked me to go out with him on Val's day i agreed and the time was fixed that he would come to the palace to pick me up. The day arrived and he still has not come so i decided to go over to his place.When i arrived at his place what i saw is what you are thinking now. the same girl i saw him with the other day at the shopping mall on his bed this time when i scream in shock he pushed me out of his gate and beat me publicly to the state of coma again.This time, after i was discharged i vow to let go no matter what it may take from me since i can now confirm that this 'prince charming' is a monster in royal attire. It wasn't that easy though, but i just have to let go and face my dream as a good dancer and singer which i have long neglected.
I was mentally derailed for months as a result of when i walked up to my mum and dad and told them the whole story from the several abuse to the abortions, the cheating and beatings they disbelieved me and said i should stick with him and when i refused they sent me out of the house to suffer saying my plan is to allow them remain slaves forever. So i went to live with a distance friend and started living below palace standard of living. This for me was hell but i had to learn to live without palace luxuries. Thanks to my friend who despite my ugly past received me and helped me start looking at my glorious future without palace luxuries. Now even though i am not where i am suppose to be i am not where i use to be. I am living a happy life fulfilling the purpose at which i was born not concerned about the said betrothed husband who had plans of reducing me to useless instead of a princess".
Ladies! If you have been abused in any area ( physically, sexually, verbally etcetera), it's better to let go and let God and if you've not thanks to God. What that means is that you need to, not only shine your eyes because not all that glitters is gold, shine also your heart and your brain. And don't you believe that 'love is blind', if you do married will definitely open your eyes. Don't be carried away by his charming looks because the difference between CHARMING and HARMING is letter C. So be COURTEOUS and CONSCIOUS.
Till i come your way next time keep on moving on.
BYE!
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